Our story began 14 years ago when my son, Wil was diagnosed with Duchenne muscular dystrophy. When a child is diagnosed with a terminal illness, a definitive line is drawn in what life was and meant before diagnosis and what life is and means after diagnosis.
The years leading up to the birth of my two children were spent servicing other children with varying exceptionalities as a speech-language pathologist. I can clearly remember the shift in my career performance once I had children of my own. There was a marked increase of understanding another’s perspective. I was able to better understand parents’ worries, frustrations, joy, and triumphs. It wasn’t until my son was identified as a child with special needs when I completely understood. The difference was, however, my son was diagnosed with a life-ending condition. This was unfamiliar territory for me from any perspective.
In a sense, my life’s path prepared me for this journey with Duchenne muscular dystrophy. For my son, the diagnosis provided a sense of relief.
The diagnosis lifted the emotional burden he carried all those years before and gave him answers to his questions. As for me and our family, the diagnosis brought fear, grief, denial, and frustration. Emotions were fragile and everyone was in a different mental place – never the same place at one time. We became hyper focused on the ins and outs of the disease and tended to lose focus on living in the now.
The progression of Duchenne has led to a loss of Wil’s physical abilities to run, jump, stand on one leg, hop on one foot, rise from the floor, and climb stairs, and walk. Psychosocial effects have included adjustment and depression, coming to terms with the progression of Duchenne, asking ‘why me?’, avoidance, and anxiety. Cardiac effects have included decline in ejection fraction of the left ventricle. Sleep has been impacted over the years including insomnia and sleep apnea.
Despite all that Duchenne has taken from Wil, he continues to exude humility. He has taught us all to truly live in the moment and simply, be happy. A wonderful friend told me those many years ago that Wil was equipped for the journey and reminded me to let him take the lead. And so, we did. As he has grown into an adult, we have admired his Determination, his Undefeated spirit, his Compassion, his Humbleness, his Empathy, his iNtelligence, his iNtuition, and his Endearing smile.
I implore you to embrace every moment, focus on abilities, and let him lead the way.
Duchenne Muscular Dystrophy (DMD)
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